Guys, this dieting thing is hard.
Even with a partner in crime, I'm having a hard time sticking to it.
The mornings are the easiest. I pack my lunch for work and I have a very easy time logging my calories. Then, things get off track.
Why can't I find the motivation to go back to the gym? Or even run? The weather is nice enough now that I can go running when I get off work and not die from heat exhaustion. But, I come home and I sleep. Or, even worse, I end up at Casey's which leads to completely blowing my calories for the day.
The hardest part comes with dinner. My mom's food is so good that I just want to eat it all. And if I do manage to restrain myself, I find myself digging through the fridge to snack on cheese (my worst enemy!).
Where do I find the motivation to keep going? How do I keep going? And, will this get easier after the winter?
I was doing so well. I had lost sixteen pounds and now I'm afraid to get on the scale. I know I'm not going to like what I see when I jump on.
What I want is to feel good in my clothes. To look good in them. To look even better naked. To live an active and healthy lifestyle. To feel good about myself.
I don't know about everyone else, but this is hard. It's hard to get into it and it's hard to stay on track.
Labels: dieting, fitness, health, personal